emotions ran high today. for many reasons.

the morning bit was alright, but during lunch break ms chia gave out progress reports. it's not that bad still though. progress reports have never been a big deal. i passed 6 subjects which IS a big deal though. but the downside was, my average was 49%. -,- i think u take some and lose some. bleh. =p

the afternoon session was nothing short of tragic. rameshhhh cursed our parents to die and scolded us till we feeble little kids cried. =( actually, he was just trying to make us visualise it in a dark room with our heads on the table and the lights off, with slow sad piano music in the background. it worked. in short,

it
was
tragic.

with every sentence that evil guy finished, the sobs would increase in volume. i even heard a guy sobbing super loudly i think. LOL.

well, yeah. that guy gave me the biggest slice of reality i ever received from a human being. O.O u may call him generous. i call him cruel. =O

C
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but effective.

yup, im motivated maybe. but also depressed. he was rather frank. lol.. and i dont know if i'll be anything different having taken that chunk of reality from the mouth of a hardcore realist.

anyway, he told us his life story and how many people he knew DIED. for some reason. maybe people who are his friends are jinxed. just kidding. the point is, it probably takes courage to rake up the past like that, especially seeing how upsetting it would be if i told everybody how my close friends died one by one. for that i respect him.

EDEN. u still havent linked me. =(